So, you may be wondering WHY did I delete the app from my phone? Let me count the ways:
1. I was getting notifications like crazy from people that I follow who would Scope. After your phone buzzes 6 times in 10 minutes during a business meeting, people start giving you the “eye.” It got annoying, especially when it was a Scope labeled “Test” (from when someone would be doing their first Scope). *Update — see below comments — yes, you can turn off notifications, but even if I had known that (because I did NOT know that) I doubt I would have turned them off. I actually enjoyed scopes from Lion Country Safari and PenguinSix and wouldn’t have wanted to miss them.
2. It felt like I couldn’t find my footing. I did have my largest amount of hearts broadcasting from a beach sunrise on Miami Beach, because the Miami name gets automatic recognition. I don’t live in Miami, and most people (unfortunately) don’t recognize Palm Beach as quickly as they would Miami. I am working to change that now in my current role as PR Manager for Discover The Palm Beaches, the official tourism marketing organization for Palm Beach County… but I also wanted to try doing more than beach Scoping.
I tried doing a makeup tutorial, because I love doing those on my YouTube channel and they are well-received, but that flopped (and a Hater/Troll called me “ugly!” I told him his spirit was ugly, and he actually agreed with me, bless his heart– he needs prayer). I tried doing a Scope after a church service where I play, and the singer sang “Ave Maria” while I accompanied her– that actually had a crazy-high retention rate, but only 11 total live viewers. Well, come on, now, we’re giving you a concert experience! A little bit frustrating trying to figure out a niche.
3. The main reason is because it started becoming WORK. It was fun at first, but after a few days, I realized I was broadcasting just to broadcast and get hearts. Felt like I was losing my soul, haha! Ok, that’s overdramatic, and not really — but I did feel like I was not paying attention to the location where I was actually standing, because I was staring at my screen and responding to comments and questions. It took away my enjoyment of what I was doing.
When I was Scoping, I felt like I was reporting live, even if it was on the beach. For perspective –the first time I did a beach liveshot at Bathtub Beach on Hutchinson Island, I felt so thrilled. Then when the night wore on, I was like, “I’m WORKING at the beach. Who am I kidding? This ain’t fun.” That’s how I started feeling about Periscope.
When I was snorkeling and doing those broadcasts, my friends with me were having good times, admiring the sealife. But there I was, chugging along, holding my phone up and down, above and below the water… trying to squint to read the screen in the bright sunlight… there in body, but not in spirit. So it was like a huge wakeup call, and one of the last Periscopes that I have done.
I realize that it’s a hot trend right now to Scope, and some of my blogger friends like Nicole at One Picky Chick and Lauren at Working Mom Magic are doing a #SeptemberScopers challenge. I am all about supporting them, and if you want to watch some cool ladies do their thing broadcasting, this is the group to follow.
But having written all of that, let me just say that I do not regret deleting the app from my phone. I re-installed it temporarily, just for this blogpost so I could screenshot some of the images on my profile, and my phone started crazy buzzing again with all the people Scoping. It was a reminder of why I was just DONE with it… at least for now. Will I ever Scope again? Maybe! Only time will tell… and you will have to stay tuned and follow me on Twitter to find out!